Deja Vu

I've definitely been on this road before...in fact I've left a number of brilliantly started, but horribly neglected blogs in my wake. This one is for me, about me and only for the eyes of my nearest and dearest (translation, really no one I would talk about). I think this one might be about the personal journey I feel I am embarking upon. (Ever have that feeling of being pushed in a direction by an unknown force? And you're thinking, "Ok OK! I'm going! Quit shoving!"? Yeah, that's where I am -

• I've had friends come and go recently and both instances really surprised me.
• I've had family members come and go, too...but not too surprising.
• My beloved has come out of a dark time in his life, through which I a) found strength to carry what he had to put down and 2) am working through the hurt of his mental (if not physical) absence.
• I am realizing my girls are becoming young women, and in trying to be empathetic to their position in life, am taking another look at my childhood.
  
• We are a part of an organization that is quickly becoming more trouble than it's worth.

So here I go...It's a beautiful tunnel and I believe there's a light at the end of it